BYGONE MEMORIES

I am having my holidays now and I am feeling lonely. All my friends are busy with their own acquaintances and I have got nothing to do. I have been trying out different things but I am still lonely.
I do not cry , but tears roll down my eyes. They try to tell me something. It happens when I miss my childhood and my earlier holidays where I used to enjoy a lot. Each drop of tear bring down a moment and rolls down. It says,"Its gone. You have to create new precious moments now. People have their own priorities other than you." I feel so weepy, but that is true. I remember those moments when I used to spend a lot of time with my cousins. Everybody has got a very busy life now. Why can't I just re-live those moments?
At times, I smile at myself because of such memories. It seems what an Idiot I was. I still do such silly activities, but years ago, it was worth laughing.
I don't get to see a few of them now and some are gone. They will not come back even if i try to get them back. I can just hope for a miracle or something which can get me those people back and allow me to relive those memories.