It's not been much time,
Since I felt you move.
Since I felt you move.
when I sing songs to you,
You merrily dance and groove.
I am left in isolation,
Due to the pandemic scare.
I want to move out,
But, I wouldn't dare.
I feel lonely and afraid,
And I share these with you.
You used to understand,
Even if you had no clue.
There's one more month to go,
And I dream of holding you.
But, why aren't you responding now?
Isn't my excitement true?
It is my birthday and,
I'm going to the hospital.
I can't stop weeping,
As this day is pivotal.
They cut me through and took you out.
I could barely see blurred spots of red.
I could only hear the doctors say,
That the baby girl is dead.
My eyes were teary,
But I couldn't cry aloud.
You were my first baby,
And now you're an angel on some cloud.
I am bereaved,
And this grief may never leave me.
I always dreamt of looking after you,
But, now, from above, you look after me.
-Somya Mishra